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A Story of The Luckiest (or the most unlucky?) Roxette Fan

// January 13th, 2010 // 3 Comments » // na na na, personal, roxette, trip // na na na, personal, roxette, trip

Roxette and me.

I haven’t updated my site in a long time and also haven’t visited anyone’s blog/sites in a long time. This last few months has been very busy for me. It was also a very stressful time with me, although it ended VERY great. Like had the most terrible to the most fantastic times. Besides, I am dare to say probably 2009 is one or maybe the best year of my life.

The reason is I finally achieve not one but MANY things that I always dreamed or thought that it was impossible. One of those thing is Meeting Roxette. I didn’t realize how much this event meant to me, because I thought me being a “Roxette fanatic” has gone years ago. It wasn’t

If you curious, I am gonna share my story which I actually wrote and got published at RoxetteBlog.Com

WARNING: It’s quite long

BEING Roxette fan was always a challenge for me. Everytime I always wanted to get something Roxette-related, I had to always try extra harder to get what I wanted. Most of the time it would be so stressful. But for some reason it was always ended great and by the end of the day it became a good story to tell.
I remember on 1993, I was only 14 years old and at that time still living in a very small town of Indonesia (now I’m living in US). At that time, my TV only had one channel, no cable at all. One of my cousins liked to buy a tabloid which included a TV guide/schedules for the whole week. I remember it was Tuesday night, and for fun I pretended that my TV had all the chanells like in that TV guide, and I’d marked the shows that I pretended I was going to watch the next day.
Then I was shocked when I read that one of the TV station was going to broadcast a show called “About Roxette”. I panicked because I was such a huge fan of Roxette, but never in my life I had watched a whole hour show about them. What was I going to do? No one I knew had cable. So, all night I prayed (I really did), that if I couldn’t watch the show, please tomorrow when I woke up, that the show will disappear from that tabloid. I couldn’t really sleep of course, and around 5 am I woke up and checked it. It was still there… And now it was only few hours away…
To my surprise, I heard someone knocked on our door and my mom opened it. I stayed in my room but I could hear that it was my aunt. It was strange for her to visit my mom in that hour. Then I overheard her saying,” we just installed cable yesterday.” Guess what, I jumped from my bed and went outside right away to make sure that I didn’t misheard. She was telling the truth, she had cable now and meaning I COULD see Roxette!
So, even though the show wouldn’t be on until 3 pm, I already sat in front of the TV at her house since 8 am in the morning. Then hours later, I finally was able to see Marie and Per for the whole hour (well, 30 minutes actually, because there were also commercial breaks) for the first time in my life. No Indonesian subtitles, just English and at that time I only understood maybe 5 percent of what they were talking about, but I didn’t care.
And that’s just the beginning…
Years later, I was still a Roxette fan and my dream was to see them live on stage. However, things changed when Marie got ill. All of a sudden, my only dream was to see her healthy and happy, even when it meant that I’d never see Roxette live ever again. It didn’t matter as much to me anymore. Then due to work and school, I felt like I wasn’t Roxette number one fan anymore, probably then I was only Roxette number 37 or 38 fan.
Years ago, I wanted to be the first person who owned their latest album, but this time I even waited 3 years before I got Rox Box. But, when Marie joined Per in Amsterdam, things changed again. Suddenly now I was Roxette number 10 fan. I felt like 15 again. I admit I cried when I saw them (through YouTube) on stage again and I started having a dream of seeing them live again.
Then I heard the news that Roxette would be performing on Night of the Proms. I was trembling when I realized that I might be able to see them. I realized that I had enough money on my bank to see them. I’d been saving money for travelling to a place that I hadn’t decided and now I COULD use that money. Now I had been living in US, as permanent resident but still an Indonesian citizen. I decided to go to see them in the Netherlands. And since this was my first time travelling outside the US, I decided to call the Indonesian consulate and addressed my question to them. I asked them if I needed a visa to go to Netherland, and they said no. That’s how I made my first mistake ever. I didn’t double check with the Dutch Consulate. I BELIEVED them right away. So, then I bought the roundtrip ticket to Amsterdam, bought one NOTP ticket for Rotterdam show, booked 4 nights room for a hostel, learnt how the train system works (printing the schedules, etc), even made a trip plan to Roxette’s walk of fame.
Then I bought a suitcase, new camera, winter clothes, some travelling kits, even books to read at the airplane. I even announced that to everyone I knew in Facebook, Twitter, and whatever/whenever I could. Of course I also took almost a week off work.
Then a week before my trip, I bought another NOTP ticket. I was so happy to know that I was going to be in TWO concerts. Life seemed GREAT.
Then on the 16th, I said goodbye to all my Facebook friends, hopefully to meet some of them at the concert. I went to the airport with happiness and joy. The only thing that worried me was I hoped I could straight my legs on the airplane.
However, I turned from being the happiest gal at the airport, in only a second I’d become the saddest and the most tragic person at San Diego Lindberg Airport. They said I couldn’t go because I didn’t have the visa. I was so shocked. I thought everything was perfect, I thought in few days I’d finally be able to see Marie and Per. Never in my life I’d changed from the happiest person to the saddest. I felt sad before for not being able to see Roxette when they toured Indonesia (1995), but at that time I knew from the very beginning I wouldn’t be able to see them, so I was sad but more prepared. But this time, I was SO sure I was gonna see them. And, to get the visa I’d need at least three weeks, meaning even when I get it, it was already too late.
I went home crying. I decided I wanted to take a break from anything, especially from Roxette. It was too painful. I took off the calendar because I didn’t want to know the dates to remind me that I was supposed to be in Rotterdam. I asked my husband to message my Rox friends about what happened, because I thought it would be strange to just disappear like that.
My husband contacted the airplane ticket and they said the ticket wasn’t refundable, but I could still use the credit for my next flight. However, they would still take $ 300 as penalty. The hostel charge me one night out of four (that was fair). The NOTP ticket wasn’t refundable unfortunately. I wanted to give it away to other fans, but too little time.
However, I couldn’t really take a break. I kept wondering would I make it to Germany instead? Should I try by using the credit of my airplane ticket? I was too scared to fail and even losing more money. Then with the last energy I had, I decided to try to get a visa to Germany. There were lots of requirements, and again almost made me give up. But some part of me kept me wondering how if I’d succeed. I was worried that in the future I’d always be wondering what would happen if I had never even tried.
So, yes, I decided to give it another try. Again, I bought (using the credit and paid even more money) another roundtrip airplane ticket from USA to Germany. Just in case, I bought a ticket for the last show in Dortmund. The ticket was more expensive than the one I had before and it wasn’t in front of the stage, like my seat in Rotterdam, but I didn’t care. This time I planned everything quietly. Maybe because I was just too afraid that it might fail again.
Then, we went to the German Consulate in Los Angeles. At that time it was only two weeks before the concert, and the woman at the consulate reminded me that it might took three weeks for me to get the visa. At that time, I just didn’t care. “Whatever,” I thought. Later, they still said that my letter of reference from work didn’t look legitimate enough and I needed a new one. My itinerary wasn’t what they wanted either.
Usually, they want people to bring those documents in person, but this time they said I could just mail them in. Thank goodness. We already spent lots of money for gas from San Diego to LA back and forward. And the waiting game began. Couldn’t really sleep and eat. Waiting was REALLY a very hard thing to do!
Then three days before the 16th, I got a call from the consulate and they said that my visa was ready! I WAS so relieved, so we drove to Los Angeles again and got it. I was so happy, but still decided not to let anyone know about it at least until the concert was over. Then just to be sure, a day before my trip, we went to the airport and showed the document I had, and they said that was all I needed. “Just don’t be late,” the Airport people told me.
And on the 16th, I finally was on a plane to Dusseldorf, Germany. I just couldn’t believe that my dream was about to become true! I arrived on the 17th and went to my hotel. The next day, the 18th, I woke up and I kept thinking that in a few hours Roxette was going to sing in Cologne but I only had one ticket to Dortmund. I knew that the show for that day probably was sold out, but what about the one for tomorrow? Should I go? Then I talked with my husband on the phone, I asked him to check my account and he said that I still had a little money.
I decided to take a train to Cologne right away and arrived around 1 pm. I asked if they still had a ticket for tomorrow’s show, then they checked their computer and told me that they did! I was so happy, but then I decided to ask IF they still had ticket for tonight’s show, and they said yes. I bought the ticket right away. They asked me if I wanted to buy another one for the next day, but I said I’ll think about it.
The problem was that the show wouldn’t start until 8 pm, and here I was already at 1 pm. I didn’t have any friends in Cologne so I didn’t know where to go. First I went to Greek restaurant and ate. I even talked with a waiter who was shocked when he learned the reason why I was there. Then I felt bad to sit down there hours until the show begin, so I just wandered and wandered in a cold weather until the show started. It was pretty hard, especially for someone who came from Indonesia (tropical country), then living in southern California to suddenly walking around during winter time in Germany.
Then the show started. I was so excited and touched at the same time. I couldn’t believe I’d see Roxette for the first time in my life. Finally, I heard a very familiar music and then the familiar faces. I felt so amazed, I decided to stop taking pictures, I just wanted to pay attention to Marie and Per while they performed “Wish I Could Fly”. When the song was over, and when they both disappeared, that was when I actually realized that I JUST saw Roxette. I felt like I was about to cry, but then I thought if I cried right now, people would think that I was a fan of whomever in the stage right now. So, I forced myself not to.
Then, of course later, I was amazed again by how great Marie’s performance was, especially during “Listen To Your Heart”. Honestly, when I went to see them, I didn’t have any expectation at all. I felt like my job was to support them no matter what. They have blessed me with great music all these years, it was my turn to thank them by just showing up. So, I was totally blown away when Marie proved that she still had one of the most beautiful voices I’ve heard in my life. That woman was just so amazing and powerful. That was probably my absolute favorite performance of hers.
When I went back to my hotel that night, I kept thinking about the show next day. So, yes, I went there again very early so I could still get the ticket, which I did. And, once again, I had to walk around before the show began. This time was even harder because there was heavy snow all over the place. I kept thinking how on earth I was gonna survive on this weather, but somehow I did. Maybe two hours before the show, I cought some familiar faces in the crowd waiting for the door to be opened. However, I was still not sure. So, I just followed them and waited until someone mentioned “Roxette”, then maybe I’d say hi. Then I saw Kirsten, but again I was still not sure and I kept standing near them. No one said Roxette or Kirsten, so I decided to say hi anyway. I mean, what worst thing could happen?
It turned out it was really her, and she was quite surprised that I actually MADE it to the concert. Then, something more amazing than I could imagine actually happened. She asked me if I wanted to join them to meet and greet Roxette. I, of course, said yes right away.
However, I learned to stay calm and prepared myself for not being disappointed if it doesn’t happen. Then, the dream that I thought would never happen started to come true right before my eyes when I saw Per and Marie entered the room. It was so strange to see faces that I had ever only seen on TV or magazine actually appeared, for real. This time I kept taking lots and lots of pictures. Finally, it was my turn to have my picture taken with Per. I had never met him before so I didn’t know what to do. I actually decided to avoid physical contact, so I just stood near him without even shake his hand. Then, he suddenly put his arm around my shoulder. I thought, hey, maybe it was okay to lay my head on his shoulder, then I got my picture taken (of course later I saw in our picture that Per didn’t smiling, I hope it wasn’t because of what I did).
Overall, Per was very warm and nice. He liked to talk to the fans all at once, which was fine. Then, it was my turn to meet Marie. I was SO shocked when she grab my hand then kept holding it maybe for few minutes. She was smiling and looking me right in the eyes, like she wanted to give all her attention to me. I never expected that. So, then I told her I’ve been a fan for 19 years since I was living in Indonesia and this is the first time I saw her in person. She was quite shocked, but she kept looking right into my eyes, then said, “hope this is okay with you.”
She still had her eyes on me while holding my hand so tight, seemed like she waited for me to say something. My 15 years old heart wanted to scream hysterically in front of her face, but my 30 year old brain told me to stay calm. At the end, the only words that I manage to say was “You’re so pretty.” I knew it doesn’t sound smart at all and I wish I said something more meaningful. And guess what, she still looked at me right in the eyes. Maybe, I am crazy but it seemed like she could read inside my soul. That was too hard for me to handle so I turned away To this day, I kept thinking about that look. In a good way, of course.
If I tried to put into words, there were kindness, child alike, mysterious, sweet, curious in her eyes. It was such an amazing experience. Of course, the whole meeting was like a dream to me, and I started to realize that it really did happen when I went back to my sit at the concert. At that time, I started to become emotional and I felt like I really need to cry this time, in happiness, but Katona Twins were on a stage right now, and even though I enjoyed them alot, again I didn’t want people to think that I cried for them.
The third concert in Dortmund however was mixed emotions to me. I was sad because this was the last one but happy at the same time to see them on a stage. After the concert, I went back to my hotel very tired and only got few hours to sleep before leaving for USA. I kept thinking about my meeting with Roxette and couldn’t wait to share my experience with everyone.
But, no. Nothing never went easy for me. I actually overslept and missed my plane, and I wasn’t leave until two days later. But that’s another story.

For more of the pictures I took with Roxette, click here

This is Michael Gambon Movie

// October 23rd, 2009 // 2 Comments » // movie talk // movie talk

dumbledore
Warner Bros

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE

EVER since Prizoner of Azkaban, this series kept taking the darker side. It evolved from “family friendly” into more mature theme gradually.
It makes sense because the main villain Lord Voldemort is also getting stronger and stronger and won’t stop until he rules the word (wizards or muggles).

In this movie, we don’t get a chance to see You Know Who. Still it doesn’t effect the excitement seeing it’s translate J.K Rowling imagination to big screen. However, the audience be able to see the dark lord when he was still called “Tom Riddle”. Therefore, the audience has a little knowledge on his childhood and teenage years.
If you read the series then you know that more and more death happen as it progress. Again, this is to proof her point that Voldemort is really a threat to the world. There are possibility that evil might wins against good and Dumbledore (often said the only wizard frightened by Voldemort).

We knew him so protective of Harry Potter, but now he knows he has to ask him to help him even when the task is so dangerous.
One of them, when he has to accompany his head master to a secluded island looking for something that can beat The Dark Lord.

This is probably one of my favorite scene in a movie. The is a very impressive scene with special effect that I’ve never seen before. Definitely worth watching. Of course at that time, I forgot that it was only the movie and in fact praise Dumbledore for doing such an amazing magic.

At the same time, the scene also very moving. It involves a very week Dumbledore in a condition like we’ve never seen before.

Even though the movie called Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Actually it is Dumbledorelah stealing the scene. So many memorable part involves him.

Michael Gambon so convincing as Dumbledore. He always did but this time he does it even better. I’d say that Academy should at least nominate him.

Another scene stealer is Tom Felton as Draco Malfoy. It’s hard to believe that he was the spoil brat that we first know at the first Harry Potter. In this one, he is given a hard task by Voldemort. Of course Tom Felton use this chance to finally showing off more of his talent.

Then of course there is Severus Snape. Is he good or bad? As always, Alan Rickman can still be brilliant without saying too much.

The weakness of the movie, in my opinion, is the love triangle story between Ron-Lavender-Hermione. I think it took too many times. Why don’t they focus more on Half Blood Prince storyline. Hello, isn’t that the title of this movie?

Top 16 Best Child Actor Performance

// September 23rd, 2009 // 7 Comments » // movie talk // movie talk

The list below only about child actor/actress performance from the movies that I watched. So, if you think that there are other better performance that should be on the list that I didn’t include, simply because I haven’t seen them or maybe I have different opinion. Still, would like to hear yours too.

16. Hayden Panettiere as Patty Ann Applewood (Normal, 2003)

Photo: HBO

I cheated a little bit here. This is actually not from the movie that was out in the theater. It was actually aired on HBO, but they called it their original movie. Panettiere played as Patty Ann Applewood, a daughter of parents who are in urge of separation due to the father wish to have sex changing operation. The parents, Jessica Lange and Tom Wilkinson, surely would get Oscar nod, if this one not made for television. Panettiere succeeded playing her character as this tomboyish girl who’s the only one in the family who doesn’t seem mind of her father shocking wish. She brought a little light to the audience in this darkest time of the Applewood family.

15. Mara Wilson as Matilda (Matilda, 1996)

The movie is based on the book by Road Dahl. Mara Wilson as lonely Matilda, who wanted to study so bad but unfortunately her parents didn’t care about her wish at all. I saw Dakota Fanning with I Am Sam way before I watched this movie, so I couldn’t help but compare the two. The role would also fit for Fanning when she was younger. However, I also couldn’t help also imagine her in the role as Sean Penn’s daughter in I Am Sam. It seemed both actress came channeling their talent from the same source. Anyway, Wilson so convincing to play Matilda as she was born for it. Unfortunately, she seemed to disappear from the radar after that but I know many people still longing for her return, including me.

14. Abigail Breslin as Olive Hoover (Little Miss Sunshine, 2006)

Photo: Fox Searchlight

Abigail Breslin performance in this movie probably the most natural thing I’ve ever seen coming from child actor. Usually movie that highlights some of the most famous child actors, because of the unique character they portrayed. Breslin, however, play her character as a normal little girl might act. When we see her, we see some little girl next door. When I first heard they nominate her for Oscar, I couldn’t understand why, because to me nothing really stands out of her performance. Now, I see why that she deserve to get the nod is because her naturalism, something that I thought I didn’t see because she makes her blend with her character so well.

13. Christian Bale as Jim ‘Jamie’ Graham (Empire of the Sun, 1987)

Photo: Warner Bros

Before Bruce Wayne that probably the most famous character he ever played, he was Jim ‘Jamie’ Graham. A lost little boy who find himself in the middle of the war. When Japanese invaded China, Jim got separated with his parents and has to learn how to survive in this horrific situation. From a spoil brat, to suddenly losing everything and found You can tell by watching this movie that Bale is gonna be big one day. I still think this is his bet movie ever, even better than Batman Begins or that VERY successful The Dark Knight.

12. David Dorfman as Aidan Keller (The Ring, 2002)

Photo: DreamWorks

“She never sleeps,” said Aidan Keller in terrified voice about the ghost that has been haunting him. And, that’s one of the best scene in the movie that once tops my list for the scariest movie I’ve ever seen. When Aidan said that, the actor David Dorfman convinced the audience that he really scared, and we now felt the way he feels. Dorfman played the character that I think hard to play by just regular child actors. He had to play “mature” character inside a child body, who prepare his own lunch, went to school by himself, and of course had to deal with a ghost who seemed won’t leave him alone after he saw that damned tape.

11. Elijah Wood as Mike (Radio Flyer, 1992)

Photo: The Insider

I was amazed to see Elijah Wood in this movie. I didn’t see it around 1992 where the movie released, but years after it. It was also the first Wood movie I’ve seen and had the best acting from him so far, even better than critically acclaimed Lord of the Rings Trilogy (the acting, not the movie). He was in the movie that probably won’t be enjoyable too many kids, since it dealt more with “more” mature situation and not like silly and goofy kids adventure. It’s about two brothers Mike and Bobby (also played brilliantly by another talented young actor, Joseph Mazzello) who desperately trying to get away from their abused house. The movie itself doesn’t really get great review (I was surprised), but I am sure many agrees that Wood performance is unforgettable.

10. Natalie Portman as Mathilda (The Professional, 1994)

The director Luc Besson trying to create another strong female character after succeed with Anne Parillaud from La Femme Nikita. This time he tried to use even so much younger type. However, I find that Natalie Portman is more natural than Parrilaud, which I am sorry to say was a bit over acting. Portman (or her parents) took a chance in this role that for some considerably as exploitation of an actress herself. I could understand why because there were some dialogs and scenes that probably found by some people to be disturbed. Although, I am sure that’s the purpose of her character, to make us felt that way and it worked. The actress herself seemed to grow up fine and in fact known as one of the smartest star out there. The movie seemed doesn’t leave such a negative impact on her. Thank goodness for that.

9. James Bentley as Nicholas Stewart (The Others, 2001)

Hard too choose between James Bentley or Alakina Mann. I think both are brilliant. But come to think about that, the scene where Bentley comment on why dove is considered as the symbol of “holy ghost”, such as describe in the bible, left it stuck in my mind. His expression truly showed how talented and natural he was as a child actor. The chemistry he had with the child that play as her sister and of course the mother that played by Nicole Kidman is undeniable. Of course, as the kid who terrified by the haunting ghost, we can see clearly see the frightened in his eyes (and his sister’s eyes) and we could fear what he feared about. If academy award had a category for best child actor, he should win it.

8. Linda Blair The Exorcist as Regan (1973)

Photo: mptvimages.com

I always felt like I somehow familiar with that name even before I watched the Exorcist, or before I heard about the movie itself. Of course, after watching it I see why. Blair gave great performance as Regan, the child that possessed by the devil. I wasn’t surprise that she got nominated for Oscar and many consider one of her scene of one of the most scariest scene ever. Of course, many young people now who gotten used with the movie like Saw or Hostel probably would find it ridiculous, but I can understand why the people in that era felt that. I did, and I wasn’t really from that era. The sequel like many would say isn’t as good as the first one, so I only watched it once and never again. However, I never got tired with the first one and watched it once in a while.

7. Tina Marjorino as Jessica Green (When A Man Loves a Woman, 1994)

Again, both children in this movie are simply amazing. Tina Marjorino and Mae Whitman. However, the scene with Tina’s character dealing with her alcoholic mother (Meg Ryan) probably more haunting, at least for me. If you see the movie and love it then you wouldn’t ever forgot when her character being snapped in the face by her mother. It felt like she really did feel the pain, both for being snapped and also because it was done by her own mother. The way she phoned her stepfather when she found her mother fainted on the shower was also heartbreaking as well. Lastly, of course her scene in the park with Andy Garcia’s character. When I first saw her, my first thought: How could she be THAT good?

6. Kirsten Dunst as Amy March (Little Women, 1994)

If you check her imdb page, you won’t be surprised that many people said that she wasn’t talented at all. I assumed those never seen her in Little Women. Even though surrounding by OTHER talented actors, she could shine, probably even shiner than the lead character played by Winona Ryder (don’t get me wrong, I adore her as well). Every time I saw performance like her, I always wished that academy award would have a special award for child actor (I believed that they used to have it). Dunst fit so well as Amy March, the youngest of March sister. I read the book a little (haven’t finished it yet) and realize it even more that Amy IS Kirsten or the other way around. The second best performance by Dunst ever (the first one would be on this higher list of course).

5. Haley Joel Osment as Cole Sear (The Sixth Sense, 1999)

“I see dead people,” confessed Cole to Dr. Malcolm Crowe (Bruce Willis). What a heartbreaking performance. Being just a kid, can see ghost but no one believes you. Osment really perfect for this role and to me still his best performance ever It’s a shame he lost to Michael Caine for best supported actor at academy award. The movie itself was one of the scariest movie I’ve ever seen. Well, of course now after watching several times, the scariness effect has faded away, but it’s still great and so does Osment.

4. Emma Bolger as Ariel (In America, 2002)

Emma and her sister Sarah Bolger, gave a great performance. It was hard to choose which one are the best and of course I felt bad to choose one sister over the others. I am sure though that there are many out there who will favor Sarah. Just like Abigail Breslin in Little Miss Sunshine, Emma as Ariel, the younger sister, act just like a what a little girl should act. I like it because it’s so normal and natural. It felt like she’s probably just act like herself. It doesn’t mean that her role isn’t challenging at all. I saw many child actors at her age actually having troubles on act like naturally. Most of them seemed like memorizing a script, or acted under the direction. Emma makes us forget that she also has someone direct her as well. That’s what I call “REAL” talent.

3. Kirsten Dunst as Claudia (Interview with the Vampire, 1994)

Another proof that with a great script, Dunst can pull it off. Interview With the Vampire still one of the best vampire movie (although maybe now it’s tie with Let The Right One In, I am not sure yet). My favorite character there actually Claudia (hauntingly played by Kirsten Dunst, the second role from her that capture my mind). She played as the little girl who is forced not to grow up because her life ended when she became a vampire. Dunst manage to make her character so sad but at the same time disturbing. Simply, one of the best performance ever, by a young girl or by actresses in general.

2. Anna Chlumsky as Vada Sultenfuss (My Girl, 1991)

This is one of my favorite movie all the time. I watched it years ago and like it. Then I watched it again recently and STILL love it. It’s still has the same effects. It’s simple, easy to follow, different, smart, sad, funny and many other feelings (none are disappointment, though). Anna Chlumsky is the star of this movie. Not only because the story is about her, but she really shines in her movies. Seeing her makes you want to be a child again, want you to think like her, want to have dream like her and maybe act like her. Chlumsky just amazing in there, but the whole cast are. Every few months, I felt like I need to saw her again and usually I was amazed (again) by things she said and did. Really, she’s perfect as Vada Sultenfuss, and hopefully she can bring back more magic in the future.

1. Dakota Fanning as Lucy Diamond Dawson (I am Sam, 2001)

Photo : New Line Production

Never in my life that I am so impressed, I mean REALLY impressed with a child performance like I did with Dakota Fanning in I Am Sam. She’s so little and tiny, but when she speaks everyone hears, and everyone amazing. She has big eyes that also could tell a story when she isn’t speaking. I heard people said watching Dakota Fanning act is like watching the younger Meryl Streep. I absolutely agree. In this movie, Fanning overshadowed everyone, even caliber actor like Michelle Pfeiffer and Sean Pean. I am so shocked when I she didn’t get nominated for academy award. I think the academy makes mistake. Her performance here surely better than MANY more talented actors/actress. I was surprise that Abigail Breslin got nominated for Little Miss Sunshine (I think she deserves it), but to my opinion Dakota Fanning performance is one of the best, and as you can see tops this list. So, why she didn’t? Her recent movies maybe not interesting as the first one, but she still be able to show how talented she is.